no matter what I am learning or how I am growing, I am still mourning the sweet sacred friendships that have been deteriorating before my eyes.
Have you ever had the most precious things ripped from you?
...over and over?
It seems it happen to me about every 4-8 years.
Maybe I should stop connecting.
I just don't know how to keep going with out a support group of people who love me near by.
My heart is broken all the time.