I was just looking at recent pictures her family took together on facebook. I wondered if it was hard for them, to gather as a family and pretend someone isnt missing.... or have they really healed and feel complete again?
Before she died she was in the hospital in a coma for about week, and I had the opportunity to go see her, but I couldn't. I wouldn't do it. I couldn't get in my car and go. I can't believe I gave up that last chance.
I will never let that happen again.